"I wouldn't have come back."

It's not that none of this bothers her— she's never enjoyed the fate they were saddled with— but that it's that simple. When she tore herself free and crossed that bridge, she knew what the consequences for her actions would end up being.

She looks away, off to the side.

It hurts, but it's a choice she knows she'd make again, if she were given the chance.

"I suppose you would have had to carry out our mission alone."